Fatty

Oh fudgekins! What's happen to me. I feel like I'm slowly waking up from my depressive sleep, seeing a mess I've left around me. I've woke up and looked in the mirror and I'm fat. Not like a little bit chunky, like size 14 and classed as over bloody weight. I'm unhealthy, excess fat puts pressure on my organs and joints, increase health complications. I am 12.4 stone. I just can't stop putting on weight. I just don't do much exercise any more and eat so much it's embarrassing. I just don't have the motivation or self control. I don't fit in to any of my pretty dresses and all I do is complain I'm fat. Worst of all when I look in the mirror I don't recognise the image that's in front of me.

So my plan is to make a diet and exercise plan. I want to be 8.12stone again I was the most happiest at this weight. A nice healthy size 10. To do so I need to loose 48 pounds. I have never been on diet, wish me luck.